A positive change...

Today is a new day and its time for a change...
My past full of depression, Anxiety with in...
Nothing but aggression, Time for me to win...
No more living for myself...
No more giving in...
Its time for a positive change...
Time to rearrange...
It is time to give up old habits...
Its time for this old dog to change its tune...
No more oppressive doom...
© Rev. JP Vampyrian

New Years resolution...

New Years resolution I have not been doing well this month and must make some changes. Recently I had a break though and this time I am going to stop being so negative and focus on the positive. Its been a difficult change so far But I must heal and take care of myself. I just got out of the hospital Saturday and am doing well now just has a stomach sickness. I have been volunteering most of the week and it is my pleasure to make things better and if any one needs help with anything or you know of places that need volunteering please let me know. I pledge to write and draw again as well as to do more volunteering and helping other any way I can. I hope to get more involved in my art and writing by getting rid of this writers block...

What is the Goth Industrial Scene & Music?

This debate has been around way too long however most of us believe we know the answer. In the beginning there was Rock, metal, to alternative but in or beginning there was punk. Punk came around in the late 60's to 70's and is still around but all music evolves and changes but todays punks is nothing like the beginning but opened the doors to post punks and power pop. Back in the 80's punk opened the doors to a more artsy version of itself known as Goth Rock and Death Rock then came electronic Goth to what we call Industrial but its beginning is way more complicated. Way back during the industrial Revolution The Art of Noises (Italian: L'arte dei Rumori) was a Futurist manifesto, written by Luigi Russolo in a 1913 letter to friend and Futurist composer Francesco Balilla Pratella talked about the evolution of sound. He notes that the earliest "music" was very simplistic and was created with very simple instruments, and that many early civilizations considered the secrets of music sacred and reserved it for rites and rituals. Russolo compares the evolution of music to the multiplication of machinery, pointing out that our once desolate sound environment has become increasingly filled with the noise of machines, encouraging musicians to create a more "complicated polyphony" in order to provoke emotion and stir our sensibilities. He notes that music has been developing towards a more complicated polyphony by seeking greater variety in timbres and tone colors. Russolo explains how "musical sound is too limited in its variety of timbres." He breaks the timbres of an orchestra down into four basic categories: bowed instruments, metal winds, wood winds, and percussion. He says that we must "break out of this limited circle of sound and conquer the infinite variety of noise-sounds," and that technology would allow us to manipulate noises in ways that could not have been done with earlier instruments.

During the industrial revolution music was created with Industrial equipment and todays Industrial is nothing like the original industrial back in the 70s's or so with such bands as white house and throbbing gristle ect. Industrial music is a style of experimental music that draws on transgressive and provocative themes. Skinny puppy, Velvet Acid Christ, Ministry, Nine Inch nails (esp. Skinny Puppy and V.A.C.), and Kraftwerk as well as the velvet underground did a great job in adding to and updating Industrial music. Todays industrial however is a bit different and more pyrotechnics and club based (as is most of todays music including goth). Music always evolves and changes; it is unreal how many genres of music there are now. Goth and industrial both have several genres each as do all types of music. The scenes and communities themselves also change and evolve as everything does and there are several different types of Goths as well as punks and alternative people. This is also the same with religion just like politics. I have only known of the goth community since mid 1990's but have always been a goth as I believe it is more than just about the music. Most people believe goth music came before industrial but it actually came before goth music. Gothic music is generally dark, obscure, and melancholy; it is sometimes angst and in your face or can be personal but it is always anti-mainstream and unique Generally it is rock or metal but lately it has evolved to be more electronic and club based. Industrial is mostly upbeat, mechanical, and electronic but can also be metal or hard rock. Goth and industrial is often interwoven as in the community. Some members however stick to one of the genres but I prefer both; most Goths like several different types of music as the community is not just about music however I only like Goth and industrial with some exceptions such as 80s music but generally like all my music dark.

Rev. JP Vanir

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Art_of_Noises

~ http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Industrial_music

Lonely world (Disconnected) January 14, 2013

Its a lonely world when you disconnected from everything...

All you see around you is memories of nothingness...

Its a dying world and I keep returning to it...

You never want to remember there is nothing in this place for you...

< Its a lonely world When your disconnected from everyone & everything...

When it all dies, everything lies, and it all eventually goes away...

Its a lonely world when you disconnected from everything...

Even in a crowd of people, even in the streets of the the city, even in a busy club I fell disconnected from everyone like I never belong In the world...

Cause its a lonely world when you don't belong here its a lonely everywhere when your this disconnected from everything and everyone...

Everyday and every night I wonder why I am here...

All this time I wonder why I keep returning...

When Its a lonely world when you disconnected from everything...

© Vampyrian JP Vanir

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The dilemma of being a Vegetarian and the sin of waste and Vampyrian Ethics July 24, 2012

The dilemma of being a Vegetarian and the sin of waste?

I consider myself a vegetarian as I choose not to eat meat of buys slaughters meat, fur, or leather for personal beliefs. However I am also a severe diabetic and my blood sugars are not under the best control so my Dr. wants to make sure I eat right so he subscribed me meals on wheels. The problem with this is they do not offer vegetarian meals and I am given meat on a daily basis; I could offer those meals to someone who is not as strict a vegetarian as me but I am supposed to eat the meal to keep my blood sugar levels under control and I do not have many people I talk to around here. Also waste is a major sin (the first sin) in my person belief system esp something that died in vain and wasting its death is disrespectful.

Also I love respect my mom as she is last relative I have left I have a close relationship with and she often cooks me healthy meals and even lets me take most of the leftovers home since we do not make lot of money. I feel it would be disrespectful to her to refuse to eat her home cooking and I have too big of a heart to hurt her as she is very sensitive. I suppose under certain circumstances such as these since I did not pay for the dead meat and support the death of the animal and wasting its death is worse of a sin in my belief I can make exceptions to my diet? Perhaps the same could be said when one goes to community meals and food pantries?

Vampyrian Ethics and list of major Sin’s

1. You should not WASTE or disregard (food - resources): A Vampyr should not waste what he is given or treat what he is given in a disrespectful manner. He or she should honor what they are given and give appreciation for it...

2. You should not murder with out a legitimate reason (like food): Killing is waste and a crime if not for food or punishment of murder...

3. You should not STEAL from KIN or family (stealing from others should be for necessities): Again stealing is against the law and is a violation of the place in which we reside...

4. You should not HARM KIN, Life Force Givers (Donors), or the innocent with out a legitimate reason: We must be respectful of those around us unless they first harm us...

5. You should not PUSH you beliefs or anything on others: We are all free to believe as we wish...

6. You should not HARM or Destroy nature with out a legitimate reason or the natural balance of life: We must respect the World we live in and respect the natural resources we are given...

***I am not recommending that we break the human laws as that would bring our community down and that is for the area in which you live legal system to do. We must respect this world in which we reside...

© Rev. J P Vanir

Myths to reality: Out of the Shadows into the Light? January 7, 2014

Myths to reality: Out of the Shadows into the Light?

Thanks mostly to the almost lost (no comment) movie Nosferatu Vampires have been seen as creatures which cannot survive in daylight and will be destroyed by the rays of sunlight. In many movies it is seen as light is good (pure) and dark is bad (evil) so light destroys darkness and those who dwell in it. It could also be said that it is thought sunlight kills vampires is because they are said to be the undead kept alive by fresh blood and sunlight increases the rate of decay on human flesh. But that is a much more detailed discussion perhaps. Ever since Nosferatu movies and shows have insisted Sunlight must kill vampire but not reanimated corpses (people call them Zombies whether they are or not really)? The original Dracula in the book was not killed by sunlight but that changed when they made Nosferatu (Which comes from the Greek word nosophoros - which means "plague-carrier" Not Vampire)

1. Supernatural Vampyre (Spirits, Gods, ect.)

Now lets compare that to the original Mythology in which they are active at night but they were not generally considered vulnerable to sunlight. It has also been said and I agree that Vampyres are nocturnal creatures and it is easier for them to hunt humans for blood at night when most are tired, it is harder for them to be seen, and they often feed on humans as they sleep to not be noticed as easily. They are said to be stronger or more powerful at night. I believe Vampyres are not natural creatures but supernatural but very much living creatures. As sunlight makes most humans, other animals, and plants wake up and have more energy during the day (energizes the natural world ect) it depletes the Vampyre Spirits energy slightly as they are not from the natural world but another plane of existence (the shadow realms) originally which is in the shadows/darkness and bothers there eyes...

2. The Vampyres in Human form

Most spirits (not Ghosts) from other realms can only exist in the natural world usually for a certain period of time (depending on there strength from feeding) unless they take over a body (possession) which is how a Vampyre human comes to be; a Vampyre Spirit enters a human unborn child before they are alive (through either reincarnation, misplacement, an astral sexual encounter ect) instead of a human soul (other kin). These humans grow up normal however they may awaken to recognize they are a Vampyre (awakening) but most often can not believe in such a thing and just think the have human issues. Most of the "Vampire community" also believes there Vampyrism is a human condition but this is my theory as well as many other Vampyres in the world. As we have a Vampyre Spirit piloting the Human vessel instead of a human soul we are controlled by the Vampyres need for more fuel as it is a stronger entity in a human body so they need to to eat food as well as fuel the Vampyre.

Being a Human Vampyrism it is more difficult to feed but often if they cannot be get food from a willing donor they well feed while they are asleep (astral) or the Vampyre will take left over energy when humans have more than they need or by letting it go though a glance, giving them attention, or a touch (The Vampyres natural allure could help here). However vampyres can often barely stay healthy that way depending on there environment so they may feed on themselves out of habit and may get sick. The human Vampyre often may drawn to the night and have issues with sunlight but very rarely will it be a major issue depending on how often they feed. It is not so easy getting a willing donation of Blood or a small bit of life force though most other energy sources may work almost as well.

3. Human Vampyre in the community

Vampyres are not permitted to feed on an unwilling donor not to mention jail is never a good choice if they know better and have integrity but most in the Vampyre Community do; if they drain an unwilling victim (which is very rare) they are black listed from the V.C. - So unlike in the supernatural Vampyres the Human Vampyre is nothing to be worried about and normally a rather very pleasant person (depending on moods and situations of course lol). Not all Vampyres are big on community but a lot have come out of the coffin (kidding) thanks to the internet but many of us are worried this may cause harm to our kin or ourselves so even more like to keep quiet about what we are for it is very likely they will be unfairly judged for something we can't help being born this way...

© Rev. JP Vampyrian

GODS and such FEEDING ON HUMANS Posted on on Wednesday, April 25, 2012

Fiction often has some facts in there some where. I remember when Buffy the Vampire Slayer was a popular series. It was of course mostly fake like all fiction; however there where a few things that have truth in it. One of my favorites was the season 5 as Glory: who is a Goddess in a human body and because of this she must feed on humans brains psychically. After she does this they go crazy. I believe this to be true and luckily there most known Vampyres would never attempt this because we are not as powerful as she was or as selfish and egotistical. That however is why I do not worship any Gods or Goddesses; when you do this the energy contained in your worship and adoration feeds them. I have written about this earlier and am sure I am not the first to come to this conclusion but it amazes me that that was brought up in the show...

© Vampyrian Rev. J P Vanir

Father or Mother: The real definition Posted on Friday, March 16, 2012

I have had it with the Vampire community’s use of the word Father or Mother to mean Fangsmith or dentist! I am sorry but a father - mother is a term given as respect to a person who is ordained as a Spiritual leader and/or one who has a Fatherly or Motherly mentality about them. Anyone can teach themselves to make fangs and I as well as my wife have done our own fangs when I wore them in the past (I still have the equipment). I do not consider myself a father because of that and neither does she use Mother because of that. We are both Spiritual leaders in the TempleUVUP and I have been ordained since July 4th of 2002; she also is ordained. I am a Theologian and have studied Spirituality for over a decade and performed several legal weddings in Ohio. I am sorry but I cannot refer to a fang smith (especially one who doesn’t even have a degree for dentistry) as a Father or Mother when that term has nothing to do with Teeth or making fake fangs.

© Vampyrian Rev. J P Vanir

TRANCE DANCE, Possession, and Why we must take energy: Posted on Friday, March 9, 2012

TRANCE DANCE , Energy, and Possession:

Music is a most powerful energy magnet and when it is being played it can evoke your spiritual essence given to all of us by the Gods and Spirits of the Spiritual Realm. If you are Human or do not know how to use this (control it) if can be used against you or can be used for you; depending on how you chose it to be used. The Gods can use this to put you in TRANCE and possess you or you can go into TRANCE entering the Spiritual Realm and you can see things to help you as well as guide you in you spiritual awakening. For many humans (as well as unaware Vampyres/Other Kin) the Gods and other Vampric Spirits use this to put there followers as others into TRANCE causing them to dance and use up large amounts of energy so they can feed from them. Humans can make very good energy sources as well as are very easily susceptible to control and manipulation by higher Spiritual entities if they allow it. Vampyres however can use music invoke energy and take it from those around them and reach a Spiritual TRANCE state to further awaken them in there Spiritual Awakening as well as evoke there Spirit guides...

Why we must take energy from others:

We are at a higher energy frequency than most we must take energy from others since we are Spiritual entities (Other Kin) in a human body (like possession but the Sprit goes into a human baby instead of a Human soul) and we are not from this realm. We have a hard time not taking from our human host which may cause us to become sick as well as possible break down our vital organs (heart, pancreas, lungs, liver, and such) if we do not take from others. I as well as others I have know have had there organs fail or die with out explanation so they assumed it was some unknown virus or something. Since we are both Vampyr as well as human we need food for the human body as well as Living Energy for the Vampyr...

© Vampyrian Rev. J P Vanir

What is this Vampyrian Spirituality? Posted on Monday, February 27, 2012

I consider myself as Vampyrian. I want the community to be united in its knowledge of what Vampyrism is and what we are capable of as Vampyr and Human; I also believe Vampyres are spiritual beings and this is my spirituality as well as what I am. I believe in many deities as well as Satanism, Luciferianism, Paganism, Christian, Eastern Spirituality, Judaism, Egyptian Spirituality, and Spiritual Humanism BUT most importantly I am my own God as we all are as Vampyres. I believe in Vampyrism as a part of my life as well as my spirituality and what makes Vampyrism a Spiritual condition is that though we are humans we have a Vampyr Spirit or Soul so we are both Human as well as Demi-God. I believe Layla is my dark mother; my personal belief is that Vampyrism is a product of her as well as the Fallen Angels, Demons, or Gods who decided to come to this realm mated with human females who bore Vampyr children.

The Vampyrian TempleUVUP is a United Vampyrian Universal (eclectic) Pagan Temple in Ohio founded Dec. 18, 2003; though we have members from all over. Our belief is all religions have there basis in truth as well as not and by trying to understand each other we may come closer to the real truth. The Pentagram is a nature symbol in the Pagan Spirituality; it represents mankind as well in other faiths and the inverted Pentagram most likely represents Otherkin (Vampyres) such as us; this is MY (Founding Rev. J P Vanir's) personal belief...

The Vampyrian belief is eclectic but different than most since we do not worship anything above us. We believe most religions are based in there understandings of truth and are not complete lies just what people understand. Most Religions make people feel good that someone may be up there taking care of them if anything goes wrong they need not fear because someone up there will make it OK. That is good for most to keep them from worrying over small things since most people trend to do that. However it takes away your personal power which you can develop on your own especially if you are other kin (like Vampyres, fea, and such). Humans can develop there own divinity through Mind exercises that other kin already posses naturally. Our spirituality is based in Vampyrism and that we have very Spiritual souls as Vampyres. The Vampyrian beliefs are best explained on the TempleUVUP site.

© Vampyrian Rev. J P Vanir Of TempleUVUP

We are the predators of humans & it is not always a bad thing Posted on Friday, February 24, 2012

I believe that the food chain is set up as predator and prey; some how it the definitions got changed and that screwed everything up similar to the way fiction and Hollywood screwed up our name "Vampire". Not all Predators kill there Prey but they take just what they need to survive such as mosquitoes, tapeworms, and even bats ect. It is funny because we don’t want to be compared to Vampire bats or parasites such as these but that is one similarity many of us have. The difference however is most do not take too much or enough to hurt those we take from and it is usually given freely or should be. So even though we do not kill our Prey (well most of us with morals anyways) the humans are our prey.

© Vampyrian Rev. J P Vanir

Vampyric Healing Posted on Friday, February 24, 2012

Despite the popular belief in the community Emotional Vampyrism is still something real Vampyres do to feed but is not always negative or a bad method of feeding. Unfortunately there are those who take too much hurting those they feed from as well as those who kill those they feed from but most Vampyres have morals and would never think of such things but just like the serial killer humans we have bad elements as well. Emotional Vampyrism is still a form of Vampyrism. There are many of us who feed on depression, pain, anger, negativity, and anxiety which can be for some a much needed form of Emotional Vampyrism for healing. There are many who have much more energy than they can tolerate and it affects them greatly. We as Vampyres can be and I believe are meant to be healers too many esp certain Otherkin who have up to 10 times as much energy (anxiety) as a normal person. As long as we know how to ground properly and convert it this works out well for both of us.

© Vampyrian Father J P Vanir

Vampyrian Creation Theory Posted on Saturday, February 18, 2012

The beginning of Mankind and the physical Realm:

Albert Einstein once said that energy can nether be created nor destroyed which is what ones Soul or Spirit is: The purest type of living energy and that is why I firmly believe in reincarnation. So were did we come from then? The ancient Gods and Spirits never were created but always were. Many of these Gods and Spirits are Vampyric. They place in which they reside only has so much for them to feed on so they decided to gather together and created a physical realm full of living creatures that could go forth and multiply creating more living creatures for the gods to feed on. Back in the old days the Gods could equally share the food without disrupting the peace of the physical world. However, eventually the Humans found out about the gods. They then chose and even created particular Gods to worship and give particular attention and energy to. This made many of the Gods Jealous and one Particular God even made it a Sin to place other Gods above him and forbid his “followers” to worship, believe in, or even recognize any other Gods. This was the beginning of “Religion” and the death of pure innocent Spirituality. We are Spiritual Creatures and should never subscribe to such nonsense...

The Beginning of Vampyres and Other Kin:

One day after watching there Human Creations some of the Gods decided to possess there creations and even reproduce with them and the humans would then give birth to hybrid human/Vampyr children. The Gods also have the ability to be seen in the Physical Realm and if they posses the human as an infant still in the womb a Human Vampyr hybrid is born. One of the Gods experimented with one of his first human creations Layla and made her like himself (part God) however she did not want to submit to her given husband nor submit to the God that created her. What do you expect from a woman made as a god and giving a god like ego. She was a higher being than her given husband even though they were made equally from the dirt she was given a Vampyric God like Spirt and he demanded that she submit to him and treated her as a dog! She tried to be reasonable but the God that created her told her to submit as a woman should; she was furious! She then left the garden decided to have relationships with the other Gods and Spirits that visited the physical realm to mate with other humans giving birth to more powerful Vampyric succubus children.

© Vampyrian Rev. JP Vanir Of TempleUVUP

Possibility of Vampyr Changelings & Vampyric Fae: Posted Tuesday, January 10, 2012

The Possibility of Vampyr Changelings & Vampyric Fae:

We as Vampyres as well as the rest of the other Other Kin being Other Kin Spirits in a human body are technically Changelings. Before recently this thought never crossed my mind until I researched Changelings. Most are seen as Fae or other such creatures (being more commonly known) but technically all Other Kin are other worldly spirits in a human body so we all fit the changeling mold. I believe however as Vampyres we posses the human body but still the human soul is still in there but it is controlled by the Vampyr spirit which is essentially what the human Vampyr is – a Vampyr Spirit that controls a human host. After researching more I have come to find that succubus have been referred as a type of Fae though I have always considered them a type of Psychic Vampyr as they feed on human sexual energy but then I also came across theories that many Fae actually feed on humans so does that make them Vampyric Fae?

© Vampyrian Rev. J P Vanir

About Predatory Vampyrism and other occasions Posted on Thursday, July 7, 2011

About Predatory Vampyrism and other occasions

I have been shot down on several occasions because of my predatory Vampyrism beliefs however if you hunt for your food you are a predator; so it is not always an evil to be a predator. Whether you kill what you hunt or just go out to gather energy it is predatory. I have also been accused of being overly egotistical as a Vampyre because of my belief that we are above humans on the food chain because we feed on them. However I do not think we are top of the food chain as there is not top of the food chain; something always feeds on something else. I know there are creatures above us especially since we are still also human higher spirits (even the pure Vampyr Spirits) could easily feed on us. At least I and most in the community DO NOT kill and completely devour or prey! We only use what we need and they usually do not not notice as I am not one to hurt anyone.

© Rev. JP Vanir

(Past Posts) Healing Ritual: Posted on Wednesday, June 8, 2011

Healing Ritual:

Please take a moment to first ground and expel any stresses of the day (wait two minutes)...

Energy from the North, South, East, and West hear my call...

Energy from the Earth, rise!

Energy from the element of Fire, rise!

Energy of the Winds, rise!

Energy from the element of Water, rise!

Energy of the Spirit, rise!

Send healing from the Spiritual Realm to ______­

Send healing from below...

Send healing energy to all those in need as healing energy flows...

Let it radiate through them and grow to a vibration

Forcing the pain to cease and as the energy grows...

Let us all now raise our projective giving hands...

Visualize healing pure energy flowing out of them...

Visualize it surrounding ______ and growing bright (Blue or white) as all our energy is around him...

Growing bright now surrounded with bright warm healing energy...

As the ritual comes to an end let us all light out (blue or white) candles and let them burn until they put themselves out… Blessings to all who attended and healing blessing to those who need healing...

© Lady Aromaura and Founding Father J P Vanir

About secretive groups and cult activity Posted on Thursday, April 21, 2011

About secretive groups and cult activity Thursday, April 21, 2011

Unfortunately there are several "Vampire" sites that will not let you see there site unless you first join the site and give them another number to be counted. They keep there information and knowledge hidden from the rest of the world and remain secretive. I understand protecting your members but that is usually considered CULT activity (as occult means secret and is the basis for the word cult) though some of theses group want to call me a cult leader I would NEVER do that as I believe the world has a tight to know and learn so they may understand and figure out if they are a kindred spirit...

Old Man - no one understands February 27, 2013

Next stop for the old man is the shopping mall to get a paper bag to put over my head and the pet section to get a muzzle to put over my mouth. Then again I do have the mask but you can still pretty much still understand what I say. Oh well fuck this world and whats that saying again? Oh yeah you leave the world just how you came into it ALONE...

I am just an Old Man - no one understands...

JP Vanir

Musicians are ARTISTS of Sound October 19, 2013

What I don't understand is how people assume a Band, musician, or even a DJ MUST make sounds (music) for others? Music and creating sounds is or at least can be (depending on the type and such) an ART FORM and real artists are are passionate and make art according to there emotions and lifestyle. They are not supposed to make it how they are told or expected to; that is more of abusiness men and a sell out.

A lost world breeding Anxiety June 21, 2012

A lost world breeding Anxiety

Stuck in this “human” world, not as fitting for us as “children of the night”…

A wasteful breed dancing in the blinding light…

I see there uncaring nature as they torture for there food, clothes, health, joy, and vanity…

I would never do such things for I respect my food sources and treat them with dignity…

I respect those that give of themselves for my health, wellbeing, and more…

I cannot wait to be in the shadows, this Vampyres home, I will lovingly embrace the door…

What I need is going to be the end of my sanity…

I only hope someone will remain here to keep me sane and comfort me…

All these people I need though there anxiety and stress invades trying to take control…

I must keep this shield tightly around my soul…

I need a shield so it won’t take over me as the demon tries to escape to protect the shell of a man and body…

It feels like the end sometimes but my guide she covers and protects me...

It is impossible anymore to be this “man” with this demon trying to take over the “me” the rest of you see...

Dark mother please help me stay together or whatever is best to save them from the real me...

Wrap me in your warm embrace I return to the darkness once more...

Only thanks to you and my true family, a very few, do I truly press on to endure...

© Rev. J P Vanir

Vampires are Spirits Not the undead: June 21, 2012

Vampires are Spirits Not the undead:

Through out my research most I have read who have studied and studied Vampires I believe are mistaken in there belief that Vampires are undead. In all my research as well as my personal knowledge (as an HLV which we will discuss later) I have come to the conclusion that that the Vampires they study and believe are undead are actually spirits that inhabit a host who may have recently died, sick, or at the brink of death and the Vampire (Spirit) invades the person using the host to feed and remain in this world. They are not the undead coming back to life to bite you and infect you with a Vampire Virus; there is no turning into a Vampire as they were never human. Spirits usually can only remain or be seen in this world for a limited amount of time though there are a very few exceptions and that usually depends on the Spirit as well as its strength. There are several types of Vampires just like anything else out there; most however live in another (Spiritual) realm and only come out when they need to. Basically anything that feeds on the life force, emotions, or energy of Humans is Vampiric. However just because it is Vampiric does not make it a Vampire; what makes something a Vampire is that it needs to feed on human living energy for sustenance just as humans need to eat plants, fruits, and animals for there survival or just plants and fruits depending on there dietary choice (Vegan, Vegetarian, or what have you).

Another type of Vampire is pure Spirit which chooses to stay in the Spiritual plane though they may be seen depending on the person as well as the strength of the Spirit and if it has feed enough. These Vampires either while they are asleep, unaware, or if they are starving may attack a person but that takes more energy to do and it is pretty rare for that to happen. Most Vampires will not kill or harm the person they are taking from to get what they need but will only take as much as they need and move on. It is rather pointless to kill a person for there living energy since it is constantly revived and the food would run out rather quickly; they are not evil demons but creatures feeding for survival and to remain healthy. The most common times they feed is while the person is asleep as this is the easiest way (astral). I am sure most people have heard of the incubus, succubus, as well as the mare (nightmare); these are the most well known forms of “night feeders”. The mare generally feeds on fear and stays connected to there victims as well as well as poltergeists. Most Vampires seem to be very protective over those they take from regularly and are also very OCD and possessive (dominant).

Most people assume all Vampires feed on though lately the psychic Vampire is becoming more known even if it is generally misunderstood as any emotional parasite and not something that needs the energy to remain healthy. Vampires actually feed on Human Living Energy (HLE) or life force for its food and there or several was to get this although most take it directly psychically they may also take it from the blood but they need a lot of blood to get what they need (there is living energy contained in the blood). Many do not bother with the blood depending on how much they need as well as there personal preferences and which works best for them. The Vampires which are pure Spirit do not feed on blood obviously because they are Spirits and the blood is physical but the Vampires in physical bodies often take both. Just like any other creature they are all different and there are many different types all with different feeding methods. Most people who have seen these Vampires have assumed they just feeding on the blood but have not stuck around long enough to be sure and with there ignorant forms of Vampire hunting they saw a dead corpse in the grave that looked like it had fresh blood in its mouth only confirmed this assumption because of there lack in knowledge of the process of decay.The next and most common to type of Vampire to come in contact with is what most have referred to as the Strigoi or the Living Vampire (Witch); however as with most myths and legends the stories/research is over exaggerated to coincide with there beliefs, religions, and culture as well as because of there fear and misunderstanding.

My main understanding is of the Living Human Vampyre (HLV) which are humans who where taken over by a Vampyre (spirit) in the womb instead of a human soul while they were embryos. Most of these individuals grow up as normal children (babies) but most start to notice differences in them selves around puberty; they recognize them, deny, or ignore them. Some however take longer to realize it if at all. Many of these HLV’s will never come to realize what they are as well as there true nature (most) or will deny it. Energy exchange is not that uncommon however the difference between someone who does energy exchange, and emotional parasite, and a Living Human Vampyre is that a real LHV needs to take in Living Human Energy in order to maintain there health and well being or the Vampire Spirit will take it from them and there human body will become weak, sick, and there health will suffer.

© Rev. JP Vanir

The big difference between EMO's & Goths! October 24, 2013

The big difference between EMO's & Goths!

1. Most Emo's are overly Emotional & suicidal people who generally cry and complain how they want to actually want to die cause and how only there lives are so bad when they are usually suburban well off kids who shop at the mall while kids with problems cant even afford to shop at such places! HOWEVER some EMO's are not always so extreme but I have yet to met an EMO who does not go on about how horrible there lives are when they really are not so bad but I am sure there are so I have been told.

2. REAL Goths as well as Vampyres are angst dark people (more Angst than just depressed) who appreciate darkness and may hate life but there not usually selfish enough to kill themselves and bitch about wanting to die and bring others down as well as make them worry about there well being. There are however EMO Goths but I do not associate with people whiny and EMO enough to only cry and complain only about themselves...

JP Vanir

Vampires are Spirits Not the undead: June 21, 2012

Vampires are Spirits Not the undead:

Through out my research most I have read who have studied and studied Vampires I believe are mistaken in there belief that Vampires are undead. In all my research as well as my personal knowledge (as an HLV which we will discuss later) I have come to the conclusion that that the Vampires they study and believe are undead are actually spirits that inhabit a host who may have recently died, sick, or at the brink of death and the Vampire (Spirit) invades the person using the host to feed and remain in this world. They are not the undead coming back to life to bite you and infect you with a Vampire Virus; there is no turning into a Vampire as they were never human. Spirits usually can only remain or be seen in this world for a limited amount of time though there are a very few exceptions and that usually depends on the Spirit as well as its strength. There are several types of Vampires just like anything else out there; most however live in another (Spiritual) realm and only come out when they need to. Basically anything that feeds on the life force, emotions, or energy of Humans is Vampiric. However just because it is Vampiric does not make it a Vampire; what makes something a Vampire is that it needs to feed on human living energy for sustenance just as humans need to eat plants, fruits, and animals for there survival or just plants and fruits depending on there dietary choice (Vegan, Vegetarian, or what have you).

Another type of Vampire is pure Spirit which chooses to stay in the Spiritual plane though they may be seen depending on the person as well as the strength of the Spirit and if it has feed enough. These Vampires either while they are asleep, unaware, or if they are starving may attack a person but that takes more energy to do and it is pretty rare for that to happen. Most Vampires will not kill or harm the person they are taking from to get what they need but will only take as much as they need and move on. It is rather pointless to kill a person for there living energy since it is constantly revived and the food would run out rather quickly; they are not evil demons but creatures feeding for survival and to remain healthy. The most common times they feed is while the person is asleep as this is the easiest way (astral). I am sure most people have heard of the incubus, succubus, as well as the mare (nightmare); these are the most well known forms of “night feeders”. The mare generally feeds on fear and stays connected to there victims as well as well as poltergeists. Most Vampires seem to be very protective over those they take from regularly and are also very OCD and possessive (dominant).

Most people assume all Vampires feed on though lately the psychic Vampire is becoming more known even if it is generally misunderstood as any emotional parasite and not something that needs the energy to remain healthy. Vampires actually feed on Human Living Energy (HLE) or life force for its food and there or several was to get this although most take it directly psychically they may also take it from the blood but they need a lot of blood to get what they need (there is living energy contained in the blood). Many do not bother with the blood depending on how much they need as well as there personal preferences and which works best for them. The Vampires which are pure Spirit do not feed on blood obviously because they are Spirits and the blood is physical but the Vampires in physical bodies often take both. Just like any other creature they are all different and there are many different types all with different feeding methods. Most people who have seen these Vampires have assumed they just feeding on the blood but have not stuck around long enough to be sure and with there ignorant forms of Vampire hunting they saw a dead corpse in the grave that looked like it had fresh blood in its mouth only confirmed this assumption because of there lack in knowledge of the process of decay.

The next and most common to type of Vampire to come in contact with is what most have referred to as the Strigoi or the Living Vampire (Witch); however as with most myths and legends the stories/research is over exaggerated to coincide with there beliefs, religions, and culture as well as because of there fear and misunderstanding. My main understanding is of the Living Human Vampyre (HLV) which are humans who where taken over by a Vampyre (spirit) in the womb instead of a human soul while they were embryos. Most of these individuals grow up as normal children (babies) but most start to notice differences in them selves around puberty; they recognize them, deny, or ignore them. Some however take longer to realize it if at all. Many of these HLV’s will never come to realize what they are as well as there true nature (most) or will deny it. Energy exchange is not that uncommon however the difference between someone who does energy exchange, and emotional parasite, and a Living Human Vampyre is that a real LHV needs to take in Living Human Energy in order to maintain there health and well being or the Vampire Spirit will take it from them and there human body will become weak, sick, and there health will suffer.

© Father JP Vanir

True Blood & the True Vampyre Community: July 19, 2012

True Blood & the True Vampyre Community: Most of Vampire fiction is just that – fiction. However mythology and legends as well as some fiction does have some truth in them (some more than others). It is almost scary how much reality actually is in the fabric of the show “True Blood”; obviously real Vampyres are not the undead and sunlight does not destroy us (even in the mythology) but there still is truth with in the show of the “Real Vampyre Community”. The politics in the show about mirrors the online politics in the “Online Vampyre Community” esp. all the bickering, fighting, and drama. The night club “fangtasia” mirrors the bars and clubs Vampyres go to in the bigger cities of NYC and California. Even the stuff about the fae is pretty close to the true fae except the obvious. Many of course in the “Real Vampyre Community” do not believe in the supernatural as I do (such as fae).

Most of the Online Vampyre Community (OVC) do not mix there Spiritual or Religious beliefs with there Vampyres but I personally see my Vampyrism as a Spiritual condition. Many in the “OVC” see Vampyrism as a human condition I do not; I believe although we are in a human body our Spirit (Soul) is Vampyric and therefore we have a higher energy metabolism and must feed on humans. We do not need to take more than a cup at a time or sometimes less depending on the person (most take less) and we most certainly do not kill or take with out permission as that is looked down upon in the community and many have willing donors. One thing that almost no fiction writes about is psychic Vampyres with the exception of 1985’s movie “Life Force” but they are mostly found in Eastern mythology.

The one thing people who watch true blood do not get, as most do not know much about the fae except what shows tell them, is why Bill and Eric are so enamored with Sookie is because her fae Blood and energy is intoxicating to Vampyres. I do believe Bill truly loves her as he stop her from being happy and wants her to be with whomever makes her happy as he has proven many times unlike Eric who only wants her for himself and even “glamoured” Alcide to get him out of the way. Sure they both want to protect her and keep what she is a secret but that is to keep her safe and alive for just for them. Eric only thinks he loves her but only loves her blood while Bill truly loves her enough to want to see her happy no matter how much it hurts him.

© Vampyrian Rev. J P Vanir

Free will verses turning or possession June 21, 2012

Free will verses turning or possession BY Vampyrian Father J P Vanir Vampirism is often seen as impossible because people assume once you are bitten you become a Vampire as well and as much as the fictional/mythological Vampires feed the human race would be wiped out rather quickly and then soon after the Vampires too would then starve. This theory was mostly started by Christian's (and the church) as possession seems to be a big theory of the churches. However that kind of defeats the belief in free will; that people choose to be good or evil and let the so called evil spirit take them over. So then which theory is correct? Do we have free will and choose to be good or evil or can we be turned good or evil by demons or evil spirits? I personally believe mostly on free will and we ourselves as well as all other creatures (God, Spirit, animal (human), or otherwise) choose to do good or evil. However I do believe we can allow Spirits as well as Gods to possess us BUT only through or consent and all creatures are fully responsible for there own choices and actions. Otherwise freewill cannot exist and you cannot have both because they are completely opposite things. There lies the hypocrisy in that belief; I myself can only believe in free will and we must see the evil or good in human nature as well as all creatures. © Vampyrian Father J P Vanir Of Vampyrian TempleUVUP

What’s an Elder? Personally I (Rev. JP Vanir) considers anyone older than myself as my elder out of personal respect to those who have been here longer than I have and have experienced more than me during there time on earth as well as the respect they deserve for being older as well as wiser than myself. But in too many cases lately people are just plain lazy and ignorant anymore so that respect should be earned though I try to give my elders the benefit of the doubt if I am able to. However in regards to certain communities such as (mainly) The Vampyre community in my personal opinion as well as the Vampyrian definition being an Elder is much more detailed task such as being in the Vampyre community a really long time (such as longer than seven to ten years), being a person who aids the community as well as their fellow Vampyres (especially the new and curious so they are not mistaken), and having a lot of experience and knowledge of Vampyrism etcetera. Such as: 1. a longer time in the community for at least or close to a decade (ten years or maybe just seven) but preferably a decade at least, 2. (more importantly) Being one who helps fellow there Vampyres with in the community or even those not known of in the VC especially the newly awakened or those new to the community or curious about Vampyrism and the community as well as the community as a whole, 3. There knowledge of the community and Vampyrism in general as well as being researched in real vampirology and the origins of Vampyres and such. How Eldership is recognized within the TempleUVUP? Basically the same way but in more detail: 1. Having been in the community a longer time for at least or close to a decade (10 years or maybe just 7) but preferably a decade at least, 2. (more importantly) Being one who helps fellow there Vampyres with in the community or even those not known of in the VC especially the newly awakened or those new to the community or curious about Vampyrism and the community as well as the community as a whole, 3. There knowledge of the community and Vampyrism in general as well as being researched in real vampirology and the origins of Vampyres and such. What is the difference between a House Elder and a Community Elder and what I as well as the TempleUVUP feels is important about being an Elder? A community Elder should be very experienced in the way the community works as well as the rules of the VC and help others Vampyres during their awaking and help them to learn about the VC. A community Elder should be a teacher as well as a leader either for the general community or just for those in their local community and/or house. A house, coven, or group Elder should be a leader and/or in a leadership position in house, coven, or group depending on their time in the house, coven, or group. They should help shape the rules of the house, coven, or group and help it grow. An Elder should be very knowledgable about Vampyrism and the community so they should also be a teacher to those in the house, coven, or group as well as one who helps plan and have house, coven, or group events or gatherings. © Vampyrian Rev. J P Vanir Founder of TempleUVUP

Vampyre types (the Vampyrian belief) March 27, 2014

There are so very many types of Vampires/Vampyres and Vampiric entities yet most people only assume there is only a couple or maybe several types at most. There are Vampiric/Vampyric God’s and Goddesses at the top of the list feeding on the faith and beliefs of their followers. Some of them go even as far as to feed on them once they finish their present life if they believe they will go to their religions choice of afterlife (Heaven or wherever). Feeding on their life force as they are fooled into believing they are in paradise (sort of like in the movie “The Matrix” only there fake heave is the matrix the live in their “afterlife”. In reality humans as well as nonhuman animals reincarnate but change form and there soul goes into a new baby once there body wears out and decays. Most however only feed on the worship they give to their Gods/Goddesses or whatever they offer to them.Vampires/Vampyres in general or spirit entities that feed on human life force one way or another mostly because they have a very hyperactive energy metabolism unlike most creatures and must do so or become weak and sick or just do it to gain more power by doing so like the Gods/Goddesses that want to be more powerful than others. Some types however feed on other animals life force but all Vampires/Vampyres feed on living creatures but can never get what they need from plants and animals however they can feed on remnants of the emotions they put into music and possibly even books but I am not positive on books but it is a possible theory.Vampires/Vampyres are mostly by their very nature universal feeders feeding both on blood (sanguine or sang) as well as feed psychically (Psi) however many choose one way or another depending on which way gets best results or which way they can take easiest especially in the “Human Living Vampire/Vampyre Community” (Human Living Vampire/Vampyre or HLV) (in the Vampire/Vampyre community or VC) it seems and causes more labels and has caused too many issues and arguing throughout our communities history. I personally believe as do most in the Vampyrian belief believe Vampires/Vampyres are able to feed all ways if they are able and know how but often they do not because they have not awakened (know what they are)enough or refuse to believe this way. Most Vampires/Vampyres remain in their spirit realm only to visit the physical world in order to feed however some feed on the other supernatural creatures in other realms as well as this one however those creatures don’t as easily allow their essence to be feed on as easily as humans and other animals do. Some less powerful Vampires/Vampyres however possess humans before they are born for easy feeding so they do not have to constantly travel through the realms to feed; many can however leave their human body and astral travel to feed as well if they do not get enough while they are awake. I personally believe as do most in the Vampyrian belief agree that Vampires/Vampyres are able to feed all ways if they are able and know how but often they do not because they have not awakened enough or refuse to believe this way. Most people that are unaware of HLV’s and/or the VC believe Vampires are “undead” creatures that feed on just blood though some are open to psychic supernatural feeding but cannot believe in HLV’s but hey must be supernatural or of mythology and/or fake. However that is only an assumption because they they have been written of in legends as being on top of their “prey” feeding on them and making them weak or sick and they assume they are draining them of blood (sang) so they become weak or sick and often eventually may become an emotional feeder to replace what they have lost so they assume they are turned into a Vampire as well. Most misunderstanding happen either because of that or because of their upbringing they assume the person will also become infected or possessed out of religious misunderstanding and/or ignorance. The world only became aware of Vampires/Vampyres through these mythology, legends and beliefs.They did not know anything about or could not accept the possibility of taking another beings energy or life force because of their religious beliefs; except those of the eastern religious upbringing (culture) or pagan religions (non-monotheistic). In fact the belief in psychic feeding did not come into the western mind until Dion Fortune wrote about it in “Psychic Self-Defense” (first published in 1930) and then Anton Lavey popularizing the term “Psychic Vampires” in the 1960’s; However I find that funny because I believe he himself was unknowingly a psi Vampire/Vampyre and now well after his death the “Church of Satan” now funds “Temple of the Vampire” who are psychic/emotional Vampires/Vampyres themselves and their “Vampire Bible” teaches them to do what both Dion Fortune and Anton Lavey both warns there followers about (against such things). Both of them were misinterpreting us for emotional parasites or “Drama Lama”. I believe Vampires/Vampyres choose to feed psychically or by drinking blood because of personal preference, abilities, or whether they know how to feed psychically well enough or like the taste of blood (sanguine) well enough. The only problem is that just sanguine feeding you get a smaller amount of energy or life force contained in it then directly taking it psychically as I have noticed and believe. I myself must take about a cup to get enough of a feeding that way which most likely why our older less ethical (according to human ethics) past Vampires/Vampyres killed the humans they the blood of as humans generally kill the animals they eat unless of course you are vegan though still killing plants unless you only eat fruits. Eventually they were hunted down during the time people were more open minded and could believe in the supernatural and realized they must change their ways by alluring and hypnotizing the ones they feed from as well as not killing them or feeding on them while they sleep and only taking just enough so they do not cause attention to themselves so that the belief in dangerous Vampires/Vampyres could fade away. Even Vampire/Vampyre spirits and other supernatural Vampires/Vampyres have many different types and they themselves are Vampiric/Vampyric otherkin. The Vampire/Vampyre Goddesses/Gods are supposed to be the protectors of all Vampires/Vampyres whether of the Shadow Realm (the realm they (Vampires/Vampyres) originated from as all creatures have their own original realm the originated from) but also those stuck in other realms or worlds (for whatever reason) including those stuck in human form either because of possession, loss or origin, or by birth. The are the original Vampire/Vampyre type and origin of all Vampire/Vampyre types however too many lose sight of the responsibilities they have as being the creators as well as the Eldest fathers and mothers of their Vampires/Vampyres kind (Kin) as well as most powerful of the Vampire/Vampyre creatures (Kin). Also some of the lesser remembered Goddesses/Gods were forgotten because of the more popular religions taking over and causing them to lose their followers/believers. Mostly thanks to the popularity of monotheism and belief that darkness is evil and there God is selfish and does not allow them to believe in the Goddesses/Gods he already knows could give them ideas and knowledge he does not want them aware of (Yahweh or Allah being the worst of theses Gods who abandoned us). The other supernatural Vampire/Vampyre types include Djinn, Incubus/Succubus, Mare (from nightmare feeding on nightmares etcetera), Poltergeist, lamia, Nephilim, Daemons or spirit guides for our kind (Christians/Jews call Demons) as well as the angels esp those cast from heaven because they wanted to escape there slavery, Pazuzu, Yama, soul eaters, Sirens, Strigoi, Moroi, Nachzehrer, Wampir, Elves, trolls, ogres, dwarfs, gnomes, goblins, etcetera. A few of the Vampire/Vampyre Goddesses/Gods are Set, Yaweh/Allah God, Layla/Lilitu/lilth or Nocturnal Mistress (but spiritually evolved into a Goddess) etcetera as she has many names (originally the first human who were supposed to be just like Yahweh God who was a Vampire/Vampyre God himself until Adam and Eve disobeyed him and "Satan" gave them the fruit of knowledge but she was divorced from Adam before that happened so was not affected but because he is so strict normal humans were supposed to be eternal Angelic Vampire/Vampyre as well as human but God like until they disobeyed him and was given knowledge or truth), Kali-Ma, Hecate, Anath, Baccus, Cihuacoatl, Hathor/Sekhmet, Nuit, etcetera. (a more detailed list is available in the TempleUVUP Vampyrian Shadow Book (beginnings). Most (NOT all) nocturnal supernatural creatures/Goddesses/Gods are actually Vampires/Vampyres as they (Vamps) are nocturnal creatures from the shadow realms (a hidden realm of darkness) which is why most Vampires/Vampyres are mostly nocturnal and/or too much light bothers there eyes etcetera as the have hardly any light in a realm of such darkness.

Most fea have a lot of energy and fea spirits in a human body (changelings) often must donate to other Vampire/Vampyre so they do not suffer anxiety attacks or suffer psychotic breakdowns (some dark fea may also be Vampyric) as well as other types of of otherkin (Therian) as well as humans with post traumatic stress disorder or other anxiety issues (ADHD etcetera) so in many cases a Vampire/Vampyre feeding on someone or something could be helpful to both the Vampyre as well as the donor. In the HLV community or VC it is only ethical and tolerated for Human Vampyres to feed on willing donors or ambient (left over) energy, or a huge crowd and NEVER tolerated if a one in the community feeds on an unwilling donor and hurts them in anyway physically or draining them and causing them pass out etcetera. Most Vampires/Vampyres especially HLV’s in the VC/OVC (Online Vampire/Vampyre Community are very ethical. We are taught to respect our donors or Life Force Givers (LFG) are a treasure and very rare therefore we should honor and respect those who give us so much but are also taught to give them time to heal and have more than one donor or LFG. In the my personal ethics and the Vampyrian Ethics (Vampyrian type sins) we are taught that waste as well as taking too much and harming our family and/or kin (which we consider our donors or Life Force Givers to be) is a big ethical no no or sin. © Rev. J P Vanir (Theologian and Vampirologist

Emotional mess 10/10/2014

Forever it seems my life has been an emotional mess...

Depression has got me tied up with stress...

My emotions are are out of control...

I even feel like a lost soul...

I have been lately unmotivated, less creative, lazy, emotional, lost, and undone...

eventually I hope to have someday be able to have some how won...

and not to feel this way or be unstrung...

I hope one day I will feel Free...

and not afraid I am going to be in this world and the others slavery...